Monday, January 24, 2011

Warrior Child

 Sometimes I wear bandanas. It's a little harder to get away with in Wichita Falls TX... but I endure the stares every once in a while. There are some activities I have a difficult time doing without wearing a bandana, or at least a headband. Studying, painting, and definitely playing. I wish I could wear them every day. Some people find this strange but quickly chalk it up with everything else they expect from Californians. Just another 'granola' characteristic of mine, like being vegan and not liking to wear shoes. Regardless, I sometimes feel like I need to explain myself, just to reassure them that it's not because I'm a pot smokin youth rebellion leader. Maybe I watched karate kid too many times growing up, or I just like to dress up my pony tail that I sport 24/7.

If I were to guess, Id say it's because I've always had this sense in me that life was a battle, and I was a warrior. Tackling a project, or even just my day without it feels like being an on-duty soldier without their uniform, or stepping on the court to play vb without my knee pads. Just doesn't feel right. It reminds me how things feel when I step into a certain battle, school, dealing with family, or work without inviting my heavenly father to be a part of it. 


Took this pic in San Fran. I think he felt about his cape how I do about my bandana. Some habits never die.


I wonder how many people feel this way... that's why I LOVE this song by Tal & Acacia, a letter written from God to one of his little warriors. 

Here's to you, Warrior Child. 

<3 Laurén
Warrior Child ~Tal & Acacia
The day is ended and you're not even dressed
Its taken all you have to just get out of bed
the war has kept you on your knees and you confess
I am tired
there's nothing left

when all you had was given in the raging fight
you fear your life has been wasted here in this cold night
empty and alone you cry those precious tears

warrior child
I'm still here

forsaken
not my warrior child
abandoned
never will I forget you
my child I love you so
and someday you'll finally know
but until then
please be strong

you've carried soldiers on your back to get them here
the wounded broken ones you fought for all those years
you fed them all you have and now you're weak and faint
loved you are
in heavens gaze

forsaken
not my warrior child
abandoned
no never will I forget you
my child I love you so
and someday you'll finally know
but until then
would you please be strong

forsaken
no not my warrior child
abandoned
no never will I forget you
my child I love you so
someday you'll finally know
but until then
please be strong

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